你知不知到, 我好爱你 ...

last night tried to sleep early, but i just cant get to sleep. so went online again, i did something silly.
i googled ur name, and surprisingly i saw ur name appeared in a lot of websites. then i found ur blog that u created in your early 20s when u were pursuing ur study at oz. the blog was last updated till 11 september 2002, and u never update it anymore. then i just spent the whole night finished reading all ur blog's entries.
actually i should have discover this blog earlier. if i found this blog earlier, i will know that u r u and u never change. it is just that i hope love can change u but it was a wrong expectation :). nevertheless, the only thing i can be very sure is, not matter when i found this blog, i will still fall in love with u, even though we truly not suitable for each other and destined to fall apart in the end. it is a fate to me i think ... but u know wht, I NEVER REGRET to love you, to give up everything that i like but u dislike, become the person the u hope me to become to ...
dear dear, i know we cant be together anymore coz i know not matter how hard we try, we will end up to hurt each other only ... plz be happy and u know, even though we r not together anymore, but i have successfully to keep a complete you in my heart ...
share with u a song that really touch my heart and i really like the lyrics a lot ...

Title: Don McLean - Vincent

Starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how, perhaps they'll listen now

to be continued ...