我的心真的受伤了 ...

breaking off with u for more than 1 year, i know i havent let go yet ...
but today, i am really so sad ... when i logged in to facebook, i saw ur status, ' XXX is sad cause his bao bei is sad...'
for the past 2 years we been together, u never happy because i am happy, u never sad because i am sad ... and today, u felt sad because she was sad ...
thanks dear, for hurting me so much, so deep ... if i cant lead my life better than u, then i deserve the pain ...

庸人自扰之 ...

have been struggling these few days, i hate to made decision, but i always cause myself into a situation that i need to made a decision ...
maybe i am not longer young, that's why i am more hesitate when comes to a decision making that related to my career, am i afford to make a wrong decision now? if the decision is wrong, can i start afresh? one thing i know is, if i dun go for it now, i might regret in the future for not giving it a try ... but i might regret in the future too for giving it a try ... well, so conflict right? this is life, and nobody can have the best of all i think ...

Happy one year anniversary ...

happy one year anniversary ... it has been 1 year, you totally absent in my life. I have been learning to be independent, to live alone, to not to love you anymore, to not to think of you, to not to miss you ...
happy one year anniversary...the present I give to myself for this special day is to get out far from you, leaving the places that you are staying. finally I am leaving, this time, together with my heart ...